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It used to be
that every time you would walk by,
each time I noticed you online,
the butterflies would go crazy.
My face would turn bright red.
And as you passed me in the hall,
a smile would cover my face.
Now that you're with her,
every time I see you,
a little more my heart does break.
Instead of wondering how you feel,
I am reminded that I am simply not good enough.
And my stomach gets tied in knots.
I miss how it used to be;
I miss you.
that every time you would walk by,
each time I noticed you online,
the butterflies would go crazy.
My face would turn bright red.
And as you passed me in the hall,
a smile would cover my face.
Now that you're with her,
every time I see you,
a little more my heart does break.
Instead of wondering how you feel,
I am reminded that I am simply not good enough.
And my stomach gets tied in knots.
I miss how it used to be;
I miss you.
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My Thoughts Aren't Safe
I'm not safe
I'm alone with my thoughts again
They haunt my brain
Keeping me from sleeping again
They cause all sorts of pain
Without ever leaving a mark
I'm not safe
I'm all alone with my thoughts again
As they run rampant through my brain
There has never been so perfect a torture
As the one I create for myself
Day after day
Night after night
I'm not safe
I'm alone with my thoughts again
They tell me things
Show me my inadequacies
Reveal my hidden flaws
Turn my success into ash
Dispairage me in my own safe place
Wreaking havoc on my emotions
They tell me I'm worthless,
useless
I don't deserve existance
I'm not safe
I
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tell me this isn't love
try and tell me
this isn't love
getting butterflies
just from a new note
wanting to have her next to me
every damn day
wishing on 11:11 and shooting stars
to be with her
seeing her every night
in my dreams
finally able to be
holding her, kissing her, loving her...
go ahead push me down
and keep telling me it isn't love
because i'm ready
to prove you wrong
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you're worth it
we may both be hurting
but i know
we can also heal
one scar at a time
i'll try to touch them
with each kiss, hug, and word
i'm sure it will be
an even exchange
we still gave to learn
how to handle each other
and i know we can
piece by piece
relationships are a lot more
than love notes and poems
they are hard work
but i know you're worth it
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meh...
being overdramatic...
again...
being overdramatic...
again...
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I feel that I could kinda relate to this as I was in the same position more or less a while back. It was well written